Monday Morning Pleasure

Published May 28, 2013 by xgalblog

Nothing feels better than walking with your provocative party dress, faded make-up, messy hair, and your flashy high heels after partying and having sex the whole weekend, in a new neighborhood, Monday morning, when everyone is dressed fresh to go to work. I LOVE their looks on me and my cigarette in my hand …

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Coming back

Published August 25, 2014 by xgalblog

After one year of absence i have decided to come back and write more. . A lot more has happened such as i got married and divorce and a lot more of Mr. Love Designer.

I promise that this time i won’t get discouraged by some people’s really really mean comments and their phone numbers.  Once again, this blog is about my life and love.  It’s not a pornograhy blog!

SEX CHAT #2 WITH MR. LOVE-DESIGNER

Published June 28, 2013 by xgalblog

I should mention that I am bored to only have sex chat with it was not my intention but he turned to that. Doesn’t he like me other ways? There is a line in the chat that I will highlight.. tell me doest it mean he likes me?? How much more can I love him from distance??

June 20   7:03pm

ME:

  • Hei, long time! How are you? What’s up?
  • Don’t you come to your country for mid-summer?

June 21  2:55am

Mr. Love-Designer

  • hi, i’m fine, nothing special. you?
  • i can’t come for Mid-summer, i have work to do
  • maybe later in the summer
  • around august perhaps

June 22  2:56am

ME:

  • I actually thought there is something special, I haven’t heard of you for a long time
  • Yeah, hope to see you when you come…
  • I hate Mid-Summer
  • This is my break up anniversary! !
  • For me nothing either
  • I guess i m getting bored in your country again

3:11am

Mr. Love-Designer

  • understandable, same here
  • that’s why I don’t live there
  • well, I do have some things happening. I have an exhibition opening coming up in Boijmans museum in Rotterdam
  • working for that
  • and a solo exhibition in November in Hamburg
  • work and work, it seems
  • i hope soon I don’t have to do all the work myself
  • well, not all. I have an intern now which is a great help
  • but I’m considering having another one if this phase keeps up

4:00am

ME:

  • (I call his name) it s great to hear all these. I’m very proud of you!
  • Wow you have an intern now! Nice

4:00am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Yup, helps

 4:01am

 

ME:

  • It’s makes me think I wish I was your intern. I can fantasize you teaching me stuff while I am thinking of something else

4:02am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • What would that something else be?

 4:03am

 

ME:

  • depends on my mood on each day, different elses!

4:05am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • You would spend most of your internship on knees
  • If it was up to me..

4:06am

 

ME:

  • Hehe
  • Maybe!
  • You know what I like about you?

4:07am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • I’m an arrogant ass?

4:07am

 

ME:

  • That you’re really nasty especially in mind and so mean

4:11am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Mean? In what way?

4:12am

 

ME:

  • Not mean like that… but in a good way. .. you know?

4:12am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • I like you because you want to be more nasty then you allow yourself to be (what does this mean here? Does it mean he really likes me or it is just sexual?)
  • You are on a sexual voyage

4:13am

 

ME:

  • You’re so right !! I do that unconsciously
  • What does that mean?

4:15am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • That you left the harbor but not reached land

4:17am

 

ME:

  • Wow so nice I even like the way it sounds!

4:21am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • I need to sleep now, kiss your tits for me and imagine by cock between them

4:22am

 

ME:

  •  sleep tight. I ll do that 🙂

4:22am

 

Mr. Love-Designer 

  • Next time you have sex with a girl, I want to join you

4:23am

 

ME:

  • You can’t touch the other girl!
  • It’s my rule

4:24am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • What if she touches me?

4:24am

 

ME:

  • Only me. She’ll be all mine
  • Only if I tell her she can touch you

4:24am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Don’t be so obsessive

4:25am

 

ME:

  • I’m only subsessive for you ! ( I was so high so I misspelled)

4:26am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • I know you like submission
  • Maybe even be tied down to a bed?

4:27am

 

ME:

  • well you should see me the other way too

4:28am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • I want to see you with a girl

4:28am

 

ME:

  • If there is another girl, I won’t be the tied up girl
  • Don’t worry I let you be the boss, cause I like to see you mean
  • I want you to see me with a girl too!

4:30am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Would you be jealous if I’d let the other girl suck me off?

4:31am

 

ME:

  • I would fight for that
  • Lol

4:31am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • You should

4:31am

 

ME:

  • I will do my best to be better than her
  • To give me all that

4:32am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • There should be enough for both of you

4:33am

 

ME:

  • no please! Give me more.

4:33am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • You can be the last one to explode me
  • Right where you want me to

4:33am

 

ME:

  • Fair enough!
  • Is my mouth good?

4:34am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Delicious and soft
  • But I need to slap your cheeks with my cock

 4:35am

 

ME:

  • Sure, my pleasure!

4:37am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • How do you like to pressure other girls?
  • Pressure t
  • Pleasure

4:38am

 

ME:

  • I ll share some with her from my own mouth

4:40am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • That sounds so fucking sexy
  • Maybe she could lick it from ass and tits?

4:41am

 

ME:

  • If you tell me earlier enough before you come to your country I ll try to find a girl to be with us!
  • Yeah
  • I like it all

4:43am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Are you touching yourself?
  • I’m masturbating and thinking of you fighting to get me in your mouth

4:44am

 

ME:

  • Yes I always do!
  • Of course I will
  • But you should be fair

4:46am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • You know how get your share

4:47am

 

ME:

  • Yeah I do my best to be better than her

4:48am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Just show me your perfect tits and spit on my cock

4:49am

 

ME:

  • O yes …

4:50am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Take it as deep as you can get
  • Let the other girl watch and learn
  • In looking at the pictures you sent me..

4:55am

 

ME:

  • Was totally thinking about you at those moments
  • They were taken for you

4:56am

 

Mr. Love-Designer

  • Thanks
  • I’m gonna sleep now
  • G’night

4:56am

 

ME:

  • After my cigarette
  • You too

Seen Jun 21

 

It is not like I don’t like talking sexy with him, but I need something more than this too, more affection. I was not even touching myself! Would you recommend anything to do to have him? please, I need help, I love him!!

Weekend #4 Stoned

Published June 28, 2013 by xgalblog

I am too late to write for weekend number 4, I am already in weekend number 5. It was a very dull and lonely weekend. I was high all the time, I had lots of new stories to write here, but I have forgotten them all because they came to my mind when I was high. I have had two more chats and then on Monday, I went to a summer cottage with four middle aged men. I was invited by the bouncer guy I met. I was wrong I think he is not the right person, he is too stubborn, and I think he likes me because I am too high class. I heard from his friends that he had mentioned my middle name which I had explained to him means that I come from a decent family! There I had lots of fun though, although this guy is so rule obeying kind of  person but his friends had lots of pot. I loved it that I was in the center of attention all the time by all men. There was a 22 year guy who was too much into me he kinda touched me when we were lying on the sofa high. I did make up on his face and I used to call him my whore so he had to listen to everything I said. But he left earlier. I had sex with the bouncer. He was circumcised and I like it. So huge penis! And he was fucking strong could lift me up with his finger in my pussy!! I loved that. But I asked him to come over and he refused, although he told me he wants me so badly, and I felt so good. I guess these were just horny talks! I dunno how come I still fall for that kind of talk! I have no interest in him. He is a horrible kisser but he is like Hercules. So strong and I like that. He is not so caring though, he didn’t give me his cap when I was cold. And he didn’t appreciate my body so much. He used to give me more complements.  These people are so weird after a week the other guy that I met in the street asked me out this week but I was in the summer cottage. Why they don’t have passion in their life? They just wanna try a hot brunet that is not fair to me!

I met another guy in that cottage, who was super handsome, gosh like a carved statue, just broke up with his girlfriend, artist in a famous band, he plays accordion. I was so stoned to flirt with him, but he once said loud that I like this girl!!! So I immediately added him on my facebook, and he quickly accepted. I sent him a message but he never replied!!! WHY?  What does it all mean?

 

I tried to be so quick for this weekend as it was too late and I still haven’t gained my absolute soberness back.

Weekend #3 Partying

Published June 18, 2013 by xgalblog

So I haven’t taken my bipolar pills and I am very moody, at the moment in the depression mood but I was very hyper recently. On last Wednesday I asked Mr. Charming out, he said he can only come for an ice cream so we went to a café on the beach, although when I arrived there, some men there started to whistle and ask me over,  he didn’t tell me I looked good! After an hour of bullshitting, I asked him to stay at my place for the night but he told me to never ask him again. After all these sad moments of rejection, I found a 60 Euro parking ticket on my car! DAMN!

 

I decided to not think about him and accepted one my friends from Poland to stay at my place for the weekend, I thought he would be interesting since he is a doctor of philosophy, but damn he was boring. I went out on Thursday night, to see him, on the way a guy hit on me and I gave him my telephone number, I think he is married too !! Damn where are the single good looking men?

 

Meanwhile, my fluffer had a surgery, and he was pissing me off by acting like a child so I didn’t visit him at all. I didn’t find time, I was busy and he was boring. On Thursday it was raining heavily so instead of the bar I gave a ride to my friends to their home and her husband gave me some weed. It was so good I Partied alone till morning.

 

On Friday, A friend of mine was moving to Paris, so we had a farewell party in the city, girls night out, nothing special, just partying. And on Saturday I both got drunk and high and went out, spent some time with my male friends in the street, then my girl arrived, I also met the stranger who I think has a wife outside of a night club. And I gave my number to a bouncer!!!!!!! Do you believe it? I dunno! He is a nice very very good person and had liked me from 2 years ago, he had a date with me on Sunday, I don’t like him anymore, because first maybe I was drunk, I really like him in his suit and not in casual clothing, I am used to date people who have a PhD, or Artists or very rich or important people. BUT he is so much into me, unlike those other categories of people he really likes me, he could be a good boyfriend for me, but what can I do? I can not have any feelings for him!!! Do you think I should continue dating him? Or just play with him? Is there any single boy who would want me for me from those other kind of people? I am tired of being with men who are in a relationship … And Finally no Sex for the weekend 😦

My first time Sex…Rape :(

Published June 10, 2013 by xgalblog

I was a 16 year old virgin, not so innocent, grown up in such a disciplined family, I had found out how to masturbate by rubbing my clitoris to my mattress and in the shower with water. I guess I was a horny girl from the beginning. It is said that brunettes are like that!! Anyway, it would be very troublesome for me if I had lost my virginity. Although I never thought I would obey that rule, but I always thought it would be a romantic time with my boyfriend. One day I was window shopping, dressed in my best outfits and some unprofessional make up to show my young age a bit older. A handsome man, with very green eyes in a fancy car, stopped for me, he offered a ride and I accepted.

He was a medical doctor, so charming and nice to me. He asked me out for a date later and I accepted. We talked on the phone for a couple of times and agreed for a date. He came to pick me up, he took me to his flat which was in part of the city that I didn’t know at all, and it was my first date with an adult man. I thought I should accept everything, His place was so creepy, only one bedroom, a bed inside and no other furniture as a sign of living but some clothes and books, I thought maybe he is a man and it is like this. He played some guitar for me and opened a can of Gin for me. I drank it and I can’t remember so clearly after because I have no idea what was inside the drink, I can only remember that I was numb, so numb that couldn’t hold my arm up. He laid me on the bed, undressed me, He already had his boner, put it hard and deep inside me, I can bitterly remember his voice calling my name and asking me, now you that you are not a virgin anymore, tell me “where is my cock? Yes, it is in your tight new pussy”… I fainted, and fortunately can not remember anything about what happened later.. But as soon as I woke up, I found myself alone in that apartment, hastily I got dressed while crying and bleeding, didn’t even know what happened to me, I went outside of the apartment to look for him.. I couldn’t find him, so I came back to the same apartment, knocked the door many times, and a young couple having the same guitar in their hand opened the door!!! I was shocked I asked for the guy, they said, I was wrong and no such guy existed there! It was the same fucking apartment! I was still feeling dizzy, and I could barely hear them afterward…I was sweating and could hardy breathe, it was such a nightmare I didn’t even know where I was.. I took a taxi to get back home…I still can not remember the neighborhood, when I got home we had a party, everybody was asking me what is wrong with me, I couldn’t talk to anyone, I just locked the door on myself and cried, and changed my bloody underwear.. I called him after that a couple of times, he either didn’t reply or ditched me with stupid excuse, what could I do? That was the time I noticed I am alone in life and cant do shit!!! I didn’t even know if it was sex that he had and I was bleeding for, or something else he did to me! So I just burned inside.. I couldn’t share this to anyone! Not even until today that a decade or more has passed…Not my parents, not my brother, not my friends they all had a stupid prejudice, that let that bastard to easily run away.. I am still tracking him; actually he is a famous doctor now!!!! And I will do a revenge on him as soon as I can!!! He ruined my life a lot after with the consequences… How can some people be that selfish, I was just a child!